Sunday, April 29, 2007
here are sum fotos i found in my album...feel free to comment...
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gerl...u noe i mish u damn much???do u noe how i feel wen u leve me hanging???do u noe wad it feels being lonely and always tinking bout sum1 u love???do u noe how i feel???im truly sick of the wae u acted towards me....u wan me to bcum one mat so dat u will atleast give a second look to me???should i???fcuk siah...i been missing u...but u seems nt to care...so y should i care bout u???i juz dun understand...y muz i b the one been the one punish...i wanted to treat u well...but u werent by my side...i try to b dere wen u nid help...but u juz kept quiet...u dun wan ani help frm me...u sae u change...to me i dunnoe u change to v better or worst...wad the fcuk u trying to sae to me...dat we shouldnt b frens???i always try to remember u...always remembered ure b'dae...but wens my b'dae, u dun even wan to sae hi to me...y fcuker???im kinda piss off frm gerls like u...dun noe how to take care a FRENS feelings...u tink ure great???den okie...i dun care bout u animore...dunt u dare crawling back to me...or sae sowrie...cos i cant believe every werd dat u said to me...gerl...U CAN FCUK OFF FRM MY LYFE!!!gerls...do dey noe other tings den hurt a guis feeling???sum1 help me...nie lagi satu...i ask a gerl number...and now i get a cold shoulder...so now its true...pretty gerl or ugly gerl wen cum to frenship...i dun xpect a kiss or a hug...but a lending ear...u cant b dere wen i nid help, i wont b dere wen u nid help...u can cry and die all by ureself...AAARRRGGGHHH!!!Y AM I BEING SO DEPRESSED AGAIN!!!SEE LARH!!!GERLS MAKE U TINK SO HARD DAT U FORGET TO TINK BOUT OTHER TINGS!!!DAMN...GELRS ARE A WASTE OF TYMES...DEY TELL LIES U WILL BELIEVE...I WILL REMEMBER DIS YEAR TILL THE END OF TYME...THE HEARTACHE DAT WILL B SCARED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE...
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
im truly sowrie everione...been bz for a while now...and oso im lazy...new tings in life are...dum dum dum....IM TAKING O LVL DIS YR!!!so sowrie guis if im didnt update my blog aites...im taking nite classes rite nw...den gt skwel in the morn...so less tyme for me to rest if i update blog...but do tagged me aites...i will reply...tanx everione...
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Monday, February 26, 2007
haha...its been long since i hav blog...been BZ AND LAZY lately...lol...cos tings pop out of the sudden...furz let me sae bout thursdae...thursdae...22 february 2007...laz practice of my Chingay in orchard...cant wait...damn xcited...damn hapie...damn nervous....ninabey...haha...i wen to skwel rite on tyme...it was arnd erm...dunnoe larh...haha...i dun like Richard Maglaya class so much...cos kinda hard siah the topic...even my frens dats studied in poly dat learn the same topic said so...no1 can remember everitin...xcept the teachers larh...den gt Mr Shafique nye class...happening...kaes alrh not so happening...bcos the malay gerls nt in class..phew....haha...class ended at 430...den i straight wen hme cos wanna get my dance prac stuff...wen to PA and get ready...practice...den lauf2...cos i make stupid joke...until afren of mine torn his pants...naseb aik cacing tak terjuntai...laen kali jgn pakai boxer...haha....den i gt 3 tix...for fri...the preview...haha...den wen hme...the next dae...fridae...looks a normal dae...23 February 2007...but ITS SHOWTIME...haha...gave the 3 tix to Amirul...cos he never seen dis before...haha...Mr Babu...ure reaction very kiut u noe...haha...u can bcum a entertainer instead a teacher...I LIKE HUMOUR IN MY LIFE...den arnd 1230 wen hme...didnt wen to mosque...badan kotor...did sumtin the dae before...hehe...not the right hand xcercise...reach at Pa arnd 230...den get change...den i make-up myself...PROUD OF MYSELF VERY MUCH COS I LOOK GREAT IN MAKE UP!!!haha...den arnd 6 board the bus and straight wen to Orchard...haha...reach dere, me and my frens wen fmr our place to other place juz to take pics...haha...dis is my furz tyme i bcum a CAM WHORE!!!haha...sakit camera...but reali2 energetic...den the ting started at 830 wid firewerks!!!kewl...knn...den dance lor...gt 4 station...den saw amirul in 2 station wid his frens...tanx man for cumin to see me...to all my frens who wen to support me, tanx very much...den arnd 1030 end the ting...den reach PA arnd 1045 den i wash my make-up larh...very irritating larh the makeup...now i noe how gerls feel wearing makeup...reach hme arnd 1230...den on Saturdae...24 february 2007...the actual ting in orchard where President Sr Nathan cum...haha...same procedure...reach at Orchard earlier...arnd 630...den waited for the ting to start is tiring...wait for another one and a haf hour...den it started arnd 8...same ting again 4 station...afta da got a small party...where we get to dance wid the spectators...but i wan more into taking foto wid Kumar, Annabelle Francis, Sheikh Haikel, Aaron Aziz and sum more pple...cant remember hu...den same ting again reach pa arnd 1045...den wash face and wen to Kedai Aeen...haha...had fun dere...cos Naz was dere...adek Aeen ader...yg Nurliana i tink...My other frens were at another coffeeshop...waiting for me...haha...den arnd 1230 i wen to mit my frens...leavin Aeen and Naz dere...den taunt wid my frens lor...at kallang river...kecoh alrh...i giv jokes den tok tings den wasnt suppose to tok about...hehe...den reach hme arnd 1600 hrs...late yeah i noe...cos dere tings dat i dun wish to sae bout my family...okie dats it for the 3 daes i had...FUN BUT TIRING!!!MET NEW FRENS!!!DATS GREAT FOR ME
1:01 am
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
you noe dat life sumtymes shouldnt b taken too seriously...cos u may not noe wen u b gone frm dis life...u should enjoy life more...but i dun quite enjoy life...cos the more i get older, the more my life bcum sucky...shit...maturity...wad does dat means...gerls sae boys are not matured...but to me everione are the same...dere isnt ani difference between the two gender...cos we are juz staying dis earth for temporary....dun u agree???well....i kinda like bein alone sumtymes...cos dey seems to b prob wen dere frens....not i dun like making frens...but i dun like prob dat accure between frens...cos dat the worst ting dat a fren can hope for....hmm....gerls usually after quarell den wont tok to each other animore...but we guis are not dat...afta we quarell, we will surrender...as to nobody mistake wen dere is prob...so guis are more matured in dis type of level....haha...not to sae gerls always wan to win....but most of THEM wan to win....sowrie to those hu feel hurt frm dis sentence...but its my point of view...
11:39 pm
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Thursday, February 01, 2007
i begin to miss u deeply...
eventhough i consider u as an enemy...
but i still love u...
but u juz cant seem to care...
cos ure to bz looking at other guis and ure "close frens" den me..
im neither mad nor sad...
but u juz kip climbing back to mind eventhough ure about to b forgotten...
y is dis so???
im confused and devasted...
they told me to let u go...
but wenever i hav forgot u, u kip appear...
can u juz dissapear frm my eyes...
im juz too scared to accept dat ure aint a true fren...
cos i reali2 LOVE U!!!
haies...
to tell u everitin wad i been thru to u...
to tell u how much i hate nt bein wid u...
to show u my wonderful feelings...
but its a waste of tyme...
since we aint frens animore....
well i could sae gud in sum waes...
but hell is other waes...
can sum1 help me to forget her???
can sum1 show me the true meaning of frenship???
i juz wan to forget u...
but i wan to tell u i love u too...
before its too late...
my end is cumin soon...
i can feel it...
or am i imagining tings???
i juz dunnoe...
questions kip running to mind...
questions dat will never b answered...
will anibody lend me a shoulder to cry on or lend a helping hand...
damn gerl...
i miss u so much...
i wish u could noe...
7:07 pm
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Monday, January 29, 2007
life was bored w/o u....but now its seems great at skwel...but it oso sucks too...ninabey...y should i go skwel???go skwel like nutin...i go skwel for chickies!!!haha...now bored larh....dats y...at skwel wad...wad u xpect...haies...until here larh i sae...my teacher run amuk!!!
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